By the Thousands - Deadweight (Official Music Video)

Filmed by Joshua McGrane and Ironclad Productions
Edited by Randy Edwards and Joshua McGrane
Mixed and Mastered by Ryan Leitru
Post Production by Elliot Merriman

Lyrics:
I’m simply not ok
I’m feeling like I’m going insane
My obsessive anxiety ruins everything
It’s been living in the back of my brain
Spreading the hate
I feel it coursing through my veins

Inflict my pain through my memories
There’s an evil that lives deep inside of me
Spread the hate
Spread the pain
Spreading the hate
Spreading the pain

I can’t find happiness in this world anymore
I wear a mask with a plastic smile
To hide my scars from you

Fuck this way of life
I feel the light escaping through my eyes

And this is all my fault
Why do I do this to myself
Yeah, this is all my fault
My living hell

I’m simply not ok
I’m feeling like I’m going insane
My obsessive anxiety ruins everything
It’s been living in the back of my brain
Spreading the hate
I feel it coursing through my veins

This will never get better

Beware of the darkness that spreads in your mind
It’s taking over this time
I cannot save myself
I cannot save myself

Fuck it

Vacate this body
Put me six feet deep
Discard the remains
Now just a fragment of a memory

Taken by the grave that is made for me
I abandon this life
Disconnect from humanity

Evil thrives under thy skin
Inside the mind