Scowl - Special (Official Video)

“Special” by Scowl out now on Dead Oceans.
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Credits:
Directed by Silken Weinberg
Director of photography - Shane Bagwell
Producer - Caris Kuhn
Editor - Lena Redford
Camera Assist - Grace Gallagher
Gaffer - Evan Cox
Best Boy - Anthony Yamamoto
Production Design - Ella Trimarchi
Production Assistant - Jeff Perry
Stylist - Catherine Hahn
Styling Assistants- Caroline Macou, Ivy Hahn, Tiana Aiello, Keighty Gallagher
Hair & Makeup - Gabriella Mancha

Katrina Moss - Vocals
Malachi Greene - Guitar
Michael Bifolco - Guitar
Bailey Lupo - Bass
Cole Gilbert - Drums

Lyrics:
Caught running away again
Thought by now I’d figured out
The hell of my undoing
It’s desperation to feel alive

I don’t wanna be special
Just tell them a lie
I don’t wanna be different
Just to stay alive
You just wanna hear my screams
Just to feel alive
Bring me back to my body

Is it in vain to think I’m worthy
Of standing for something
More than a body
I am nothing, I am everything
Failure finding balance in philosophy
I am nothing, I am everything

Lost faith, didn’t want it
Didn’t want things to be this way
Lost faith, didn’t want it
I can tell by the look on your face
You lost faith, you didn’t want this
Felt shame now you’re running away?
You lost faith, you didn't want it
Didn’t want things to be this way

I don’t wanna be special
Just tell them a lie
I don’t wanna be different
Just to stay alive
You just wanna hear my screams
Just to feel alive
Bring me back to my body

Didn’t really wanna be myself
Now I never wanna see myself
Didn’t really wanna be myself
Now I never wanna see myself
I wanted to scream all the things that you do when you’re talking to me and manipulating
and I know I’m no angel
I think that's okay
I need you to feel something,
sick and tired of waiting

I don’t wanna be special
Just tell them a lie
I don’t wanna be different
Just to stay alive
You just wanna hear my screams
Just to feel alive
Bring me back to my body

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Scowl - Special (Official Video)
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